Hygro
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I couldn't raise my left eyebrow. I could raise my right eyebrow fine. One day I was just able to awkwardly raise my right eyebrow and with a little practice, it got it down easy.
I could of course raise them together, but I not my left one by itself. It's not that the muscles wouldn't cooperate, they just didn't exist. No one was home.
It bothered me. How could I have zero control over that part of my body? I would stand in front of the mirror most days and just stare at it. I would will the thing to raise. But I had no feeling there at all. It was impossible. It could not be done. Often I would take my fingers and raise it manually as my last act before giving up that evening.
But I kept trying. Just staring at it. Then, one day, it just kind of popped up. I froze. It just stayed there. I still couldn't feel it, but I could feel that there was some kind of process, some connection.
I couldn't get it again for a month. But then it happened again. And a week later, again. Soon, I could raise it twice in a row. I could barely feel it. It was not under my control.
Eventually, nearly a year later, I had a breakthrough. At some point the muscles woke up properly. Ever since, I could raise my left eyebrow fine, in fact now better than my right. That was 10 years ago.
Sometimes I wonder what else in life I think is impossible, that there's no way to conquer it, no method to get through, but that really if I just focused on it hard enough, it would come to life.
What's your left eyebrow?
I could of course raise them together, but I not my left one by itself. It's not that the muscles wouldn't cooperate, they just didn't exist. No one was home.
It bothered me. How could I have zero control over that part of my body? I would stand in front of the mirror most days and just stare at it. I would will the thing to raise. But I had no feeling there at all. It was impossible. It could not be done. Often I would take my fingers and raise it manually as my last act before giving up that evening.
But I kept trying. Just staring at it. Then, one day, it just kind of popped up. I froze. It just stayed there. I still couldn't feel it, but I could feel that there was some kind of process, some connection.
I couldn't get it again for a month. But then it happened again. And a week later, again. Soon, I could raise it twice in a row. I could barely feel it. It was not under my control.
Eventually, nearly a year later, I had a breakthrough. At some point the muscles woke up properly. Ever since, I could raise my left eyebrow fine, in fact now better than my right. That was 10 years ago.
Sometimes I wonder what else in life I think is impossible, that there's no way to conquer it, no method to get through, but that really if I just focused on it hard enough, it would come to life.
What's your left eyebrow?