I'm sorry, the following is not meant to be personal or anything, but just an opinion that you asked for. I'm not going to give you the self-justifying answer you seek.
I am a guardian of freedom and the American way of life.
A sentence that I completely disagree with. How exactly is killing a teenager on the other side of the world, who only wants to defend their home, protecting freedom and the 'American way of life'?
Yet I am sent on missions and patrols that often cost many people their lives. To include Americans that fight for the same cause I do.
May I ask your opinion as to exactly what you believe that cause is?
I risk everything in my job. My wife, daughter, my life, am I merely a murderer?
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I am still a killer. That is what I train to do. Kill people. Does that make me a monster? Am I nothing but a murderer?
I'm sorry to say, but from what information you've given; yes you are.
People it seems, are easy to kill. There are a hundred different ways to do it, and they train me in 99 of 100 ways to kill someone. I am resourceful and unrelenting. I am remorseless. Is this "uncaring, unwavering, unsettling" way in which I bring about individuals deaths, does this make me unhuman?
Dr. Gustav Gilbert, the psychologist of the Nazi war criminals, said, "Evil is the absence of empathy." Now, your attempt to self-justify indicates to me that you do have a small degree of empathy, however, the bolded bit indicates otherwise. It is this lack of empathy that Hitler and the other Nazi war criminals possessed that made them so bad. And, combined with your shameless avatar, your statement shows that, yes, your actions are most likely unhuman and pretty much evil.
Why do I not care? Roughly 7 billion humans, and I bring about 50-100 deaths everytime they send me, does this make me a murderer?
Another think that you really need to steer clear of is underestimating the importance of life. Again, this statement indicates a lack of empathy on your part for those that you kill, and your complete disregard for human life. Which makes your killings evil, and murderous.
Am I one to judge America's destruction? Or am I just a cold-blooded killer?
Well, everyone is a judge of it. That is apparently what is so great about the freedom and American way of life you seem to think you are defending. You can not use the Nuremberg Defence. You have a choice to make; do you kill others, or do you stand up for what is right, even though it may be against orders?
Two weeks, two weeks and they send me again, I cause death once more. In a different country. A different mentality. A different sector in the world. I don't think twice about it. They shoot at me, I kill them. I offer my life as collateral. Am I a murderer?
Yes, IMHO, you are certainly a murderer. You seem to be bringing death on a premeditated basis, with complete disregard for humanity and human life.
We set out to kill arabs, trained from day one to kill that particular faction. Is it racist?
Only one of the most racist things I have ever heard. And thankyou for making me lose any faith in America I still had. Actually, this is not only murder, this is genocide. The deliberate murder of a particular racial group. It is absolutely despicable.
It's like I die a little bit inside each time I pull the trigger and I see a body go limp and I know I caused it.
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you dies each time you kill someone? I have absolutely no sympathy, and you appear to have absolutely no empathy. You have killed someone, taken there whole life away, and you are worried about the fact that you may be slightly hurt by this. I really do apologise if you have taken any offence to this, I am really not trying to just shout you down, as such, I am just completely and utterly morally outraged at what you have described. My tone may seem a bit harsh, but, IMHO, it is something you need to hear, and hear loud and clear. Please, for the sake of many, many people, take it into consideration before you go off murdering again.