The Fate of a Man
Whenever one doubts the tenacity of our people, our civilization upon the throes of death, remember that the throes of death, is not death itself. As a phoenix springs from ashes, near death, but not dead; as did our nation
At times I dont think my people, my countrymen are sane. Luanyi, the Cities of City, the finest Jewel in the Emperors Throne, lie in rubble around them and all they care about is gawking at a few soldiers in their dress uniform slowly driven down a street in open chariots. I would know, being one of those few soldiers being gawked at by hundreds of thousands of people every single minute. If they only knew WHY we were being awarded in public view of the Emperor
As if trudging through sludge, wastes and every form of waste product known to a metropolis of over 5 million was something of great legend and valor! And almost drowning, cant forget that part. I believe the term they used was services rendered for the good of the Empire. Not that Im complaining, but Im sure these people have better things to do than to cheer us the whole way. My regards aside, the parade was magnificent.
This wasnt exactly how I imagined coming into Luanyi. Even worn by war and artillery fire, it was still the most beautiful and impressive city Ive ever seen. The Imperial City was still, the Imperial City. As bygone generals of old paraded down the streets and boulevards marching in triumph to their Emperor, as did we. It was a grim image compared to those days of glory, before the coming of the Telerians, before the coming of the eternal wars, or so Ive been told.
In the far distance, we could see the assemblage of the Imperial Court in their prestige, that aura. Its perhaps fitting that even in the midst of war and destruction; the rich will remain the rich, aloof from the dangers of war. As we neared, there was not a single one among us who did not know what to do. It was legend, oral legend passed down. I remember my grandfather (may he pass 80) telling my brothers and I the old story. It was the great heroes of old who, when their task was done, were given three options of choices by the great Emperor Han Weizhong.
Gold, land or title. Those were the three choices those great heroes were offered. Some took land, title and gold. The founder of the House of Gao took a title, the greatest of the Northern Lords. Yet the story that I remember the most is the one about the humble General-Soldier Ping Xiulang. The man was an undeniably great one yet when offered those three choices; he humbly declined, shocking all of the Court. That was my favorite story, the tale of Ping Xiulang; he desired nothing but to return home to his family and farm and live his days in peace.
He was and still is my hero. Yet I remain unsure at times whether or not men can live up to his wishes. As the men preceding me took gold, land or a title, a memory came up.
War! I will get glory, land, titles, gold, everything to make my dreams come true and bring my family out of the hopelessness that is being a tenant farmer! I still remember my fellow villager who had went with my brother to war. I know not what happened to him, but I am sure he found none of what he so desired from it. It was my turn, and after being beckoned I walked towards my Emperor.
My Emperor, the man that was revered by so many that I revered as well; in the yellow robes of state with the headwear of the Emperors, the Scepter of Heaven in his right hand topped by a magnificent ruby and his own sword at his left side he sat upon the Throne. Royally dignified and majestic he rose yet for a second there was pain shown. Everyone had heard of the Emperors heroic actions during the siege while we were stuck in the sewers.
How he, after the death of General Ming, had charged on horseback with his sword rose up high at the incoming Telcari troops and drove them out of the city. How the Emperor had held the defenses of the city only to be injured by a stray artillery shell. He stood up and looked at me with those powerful brown eyes.
What do you wish, Chen Yiming?
People always talk about a defining moment in their life when they met someone great, got rich or married. And even in all those years people hopelessly bugged me about it, meeting the Emperor was not the defining moment of my life. As I bowed to the Emperor, my head wasnt filled with the Emperor but of my dead brother whom I had successfully avenged.
Nothing Your Majesty, I wish for nothing.
The Emperor had a tint of amusement in his eyes as he looked at me as a silence pervaded the square. Everyone was silent, watching me with shock etched throughout their persons. Perhaps some day grandfathers will tell their grandsons the story of Chen Yiming, I can only hope.
I have no power over the dead, but I can grant you anything upon this earth. Is there truly nothing you wish?
Im afraid a most unrighteous thought came to my mind upon his wish. A thought that I vanquished immediately upon thinking but it re-emerged as my curiosity overwhelmed me.
I beg your pardon Your Majesty, but would you grant me one unholy wish?
Have I not promised to grant what you desire?
Your Majesty
Would it please you to let me sit upon the Dragon Throne?
There were gasps of shock, at first among the assemblage and then it ceased as if the people responsible were calling upon the wrath of the Gods to strike them down. I too felt the wrath of the Gods for a moment, and the wrath of my Emperor. A shocked look appeared, but it was replaced by laughter, loud booming laughter. It was the strangest day of my life. More conscientious people would not have been the sole person laughing among thousands, but the Emperor was the Emperor.
If I had 100,000 men as audacious as you, there would be no limit to what I is possible for me to accomplish. Come, sit if you so wish.
With the eyes of tens of thousands upon me and the Emperors amused smile, I rose and tentatively walked towards the Throne, the same Throne that had graced the rears of hundreds of Emperors since Time eternal. My mind raced towards how it must feel to sit upon such a majestic throne. I sat down and I jumped back up almost immediately. The Emperor only laughed.
Sitting upon the Dragon Throne is quite painful, would you not agree? Im afraid it was not as satisfactory as you desired? Perhaps another, more suitable reward would be appropriate for one who emulates Ping Xiulang.
He drew his sword and raised it to the heavens. Tian Xia Bao Jian were the four characters etched upon it. He put it back into its sheath and offered it to me.
Take it as a token of Your Emperors admiration. You are one of a breed of men long thought dead. When peace comes, you shall find me waiting for the services of a man like you.
Im not exactly sure what happened next but as if in a dream, I took the sword and went away.