Not really a rant, but there wasn't a better place for this and I don't really think it's worth its own thread:
I am seriously considering giving up my business and joining the French Foreign Legion. I love having my own business, but I want to be a soldier again more than anything in the world. It's what I feel like I was born to do. My wife's not too keen on the idea though, but she says she'll ultimately support whatever decision I make because she knows this would make me happy. She told me that she realizes that I just haven't been the same person since I left the Army and if doing this will get me out of my "funk" then she'll find a way to cope with it.
The biggest drawback of going down this road though would be not being able to see a whole lot of my daughter and having her essentially grow up without a father. From what I understand, the Foreign Legion is deployed quite frequently and they only get something like 45 days of leave a year. That doesn't leave a whole lot of room for family time.