Random Rants LIII: F My Life

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Of course now that I have to be at the lab from 9 until after 6 my YT subscriptions finally start posting regularly again. Can't have that during my few weeks off.
 
Happiness, like death, is something that only seems to happen to other people.
 
Set your eyes on someone else. I personally will open up to that guy I mentioned some time ago who has a girlfriend. I'd rather not be confused at all than do nothing and let doubts kill me. Right now its my nerves since we'll be meeting in a few hours.
 
False alarm! Girl is already in a relationship!

Still not sure what to feel.

then you should leave her TK. You can't cross the road on red light, wait until it green again. That's the rule of the gentlemen.
 
then you should leave her TK. You can't cross the road on red light, wait until it green again. That's the rule of the gentlemen.

I'm not waiting. Waiting implies I want her to leave the relationship. I want her to be happy and that is probably best served by her being with someone else.
 
Why don't you move to where she is?
We both have our assigned tasks.and duties. These are our shared priorities and no one person is more important than that. I do not.mind. She does not mind. She is my soul mate, but there are more pressing matters for two Reds than sharing a bed year-round.

My rant is that it sucks waking up at 4pm because you aren't feeling well. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired and it is frustrating to be searching for answers for over 7 years and no closer to getting better. Fortunately for the first few years things weren't too bad, but last few years have been a nightmare. I just wish I could wake up from it.
I am sorry to hear that. I hope you find the answers you seek, and that you get well as a result.
 
I'm not waiting. Waiting implies I want her to leave the relationship. I want her to be happy and that is probably best served by her being with someone else.

You 3 step further than me, what you stated is a very good thing I hope you materialize it TK.
 
It's indeed very good.
If it doesn't hurt you too much.
Hope it doesn't.


On related news: It seems #1 is not totally mad anymore, just frustrated. That's good. Still doesn't go to the raves thread, since I'm quite down with my nerves. Still have to answer her, but will not do that right now, because I fear to write something stupid agin, need to sleep over it.
Also it turned out after my lunch today with #2 that she is a) not interested in me (and/or didn't perceive me as being interested; or I didn't understand her right, which is as good right now) and b) we don't really fit together (my opinion).
Not only that crap happened, crap happened for nothing.
Dating record for this year is not 0, but negative. Didn't achieve anything, caused trouble instead.
Meh.
Not fun.
 
I'm not sick at all but this cough is killing me and now my throat is sore as hell.
 
My rant is that it sucks waking up at 4pm because you aren't feeling well. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired and it is frustrating to be searching for answers for over 7 years and no closer to getting better. Fortunately for the first few years things weren't too bad, but last few years have been a nightmare. I just wish I could wake up from it.
Ugh, I know that feeling. I had mystery fatigue for a long, long time. Keep the faith, sometimes there are clues from others who've been there and got better.
 
I really don't like Denglish. It makes my ears hurt and my eyes water, and it's jarring to have someone switch languages mid-sentence and then switch back after a single word. I'm starting to wonder what the point of learning German is when almost all Germans speak English and when German is slowly becoming English. I should've learned French.
 
I really don't like Denglish. It makes my ears hurt and my eyes water, and it's jarring to have someone switch languages mid-sentence and then switch back after a single word. I'm starting to wonder what the point of learning German is when almost all Germans speak English and when German is slowly becoming English. I should've learned French.

I sympathise. And the smaller the former problem, the greater the latter one becomes. I've rarely encountered horrendous Denglisch, which just makes bothering with German even more pointless.

Try to survive in Germany without speaking German, good luck with that.

I do.
 
You're really exaggerating ^^.
Try to survive in Germany without speaking German, good luck with that.
-> not yet so far as you described. Will sure happen at some point, but I guess not in the next 50 years.

Yeah, I know. It's just annoying to hear people speak 9/10ths German and 1/10th English with an awkward accent. I did survive in Germany for two weeks pretty much exclusively in German, but I worry about its future. I recall overhearing a little German boy with his mother here in the US. It was at a da Vinci exhibition, and he was excitedly pointing out and explaining all the machines to her, but most of his nouns, even the basic ones, were English.
False alarm! Girl is already in a relationship!

Still not sure what to feel.
I feel resignation, accept it, and move on. Relationships are things that are only supposed to happen to other people.
 
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