Groceries were really expensive yesterday (after I moved my stuff into my new apartment), so much that my credit card was rejected due to unusual activity. Luckily my sister uses her card for the family's groceries more often so her card was accepted.
My mom told me never to answer the door. Then someone knocks at the door and i dont answer it, and now my mom is having a temper tantrum because of it. What the hell does she want me to do?
I'm begining to be worried about college.... I don't know anyone there so I'm a little nervous about weither I'll end up by myself or if I'll luck out and find a group.
I feel so empty. I realised that I still have feelings, if only very small, for my ex. We haven't spoken for a while - we had something of a fight a couple of weeks after we broke up. I sent her a text last night which she answered and we had some light conversation. I also sent her a text early this morning and we sent like 2 replies to each other. It's obvious that she doesn't want to talk to me, so I've backed off away from her and left her alone.
I also have this sickening feeling, that I like a girl who doesn't exist. That my feelings for my ex are really for a girl I constructed in my mind who doesn't exist anymore. My ex isn't the person she used to be.
Sigh... Why can't I just get over her already? I'm tired of feeling empty.
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