After all, what harm does it do for me to imagine myself having had a personal spiritual experience.
...I understand their motivation, even though they differ from what mine would be.
Afterthought, because I have had discussion with religious people I am convinced that the experiences of religious people are little different than mine.
I might call a conviction intuition while religious people might see a divine source of the conviction. I might call 'talking to God' an inner dialogue. I can't say that it is, but it's my interpretation.
I'm sorry, but I don't understand how you get from what I wrote to: all experiences can be explained scientifically.
I explicitly said "I can't say that it is". Merely it's my interpretation. I'm not stating either one is right or wrong. Just my subjective interpretation differs from other people's subjective interpretation. Which is fine.
Then you conflict yourself, because you're still "working this out".
Because I am. I'm not conflicting myself since I added the qualifier "I can't say that it is". And I distrust anyone who claims they aren't still working it out. I don't claim to be the final arbiter. The statements you made come closer to appointing yourself as one when you accuse me of not seeing the forest. By doing that you have degraded my interpretation as a lesser one than yours. I'm not seeing the whole picture, you apparently are. I am not the one who's making the judgements here.
I never said you're a proponent of anti-metaphysicism. None of the answers are good for "you", though.
Now you're assuming I am looking for answers. I am not. I am looking for understanding. I said so in my very first post. Really, please read my first post again without any prejudice. You're jumping to conclusions which cannot be drawn from the statements I made.
It seems you're running around, initiating spiritual conversations in a veiled attempt to ask "who am I", leaving just enough room someone has the answer, but categorically rejecting everything you've heard so far, for yourself, because of what you consider empirical proof the testimonies are completely unverifiable. It doesn't make you "bad", it just makes you "you".
That's not true.
I am not initiating those conversations to get clarity on my own point of view. I am initiating them to get clarity on other people's point of view. And doing so I have gained understanding why other people's views differ from mine. And without qualifying that as lesser interpretation I get why people become religious.
And I am not accusing them of not seeing the forest. Think about that.
I'm sorry for your loss. I understand you think you can distinguish.
edit: side note... listening to all the "internet atheist" stuff isn't helping you, either. It's hurting your own pursuit.
It would be if I felt any sort of relevance to atheist group think. I don't buy into that. If you have 10 atheists, you have 10 different points of view. If you have 10 Christians you have 10 different points of view. If you have 10 Muslims, you get where I'm going. And I know I can distinguish. You don't know enough about me to make the judgement I only think I can.
When you say "listening to all the "internet atheist" stuff isn't helping you, either." does that mean it's not helping me because you're judging me by all the stuff other people who also happen to be atheist have said about religions?
If so, isn't it a good thing we're having a discussion about it, to make you realise that not all atheists subscribe to some sort of atheist agenda?
edit: Afterthought. We've been focussing on my point of view the last couple of posts, and I still am waiting to be offended.

The only irritation so far has been that I can't seem to get my point of view across. But we could have been talking politics and I'd have the same annoyance
