Cheezy the Wiz
Socialist In A Hurry
Yes, I do dream at home. I'm in my hometown, or my house, or my bedroom. Sometimes when I wake up, my mind "thinks" I'm in my childhood bedroom, and for several seconds I'm so disoriented, confused, and almost panicky, since I have no idea where I am. It's like my mind "tries" to see my old room, where the door was, where my robe hung, where my dresser and windows and the corners of the room were, and it slowly fades into the room I'm actually in. This may also be related to the fact that I sleep in the same bed I did as a child. For those few seconds, though panicky as I am, they seem almost blissful at the same time, like I really am back home, waking up on a Saturday morning, ready to throw homework to the wind and go play Frisbee in the fallow field down the road. Thinking about it now almost chokes me up.