Ice_Tyrant
Prince
I love and hate my job. It's easy and they let me listen to whatever on my mp3 player while sitting at a desk, so that's great. Though since it's not exactly... hard labor, my mind is free to let me sink into despair and shut me down mentally. I'm good now, though I hate it that I have to worry that this could just happen to me every day. The nature of cubicle work is isolating I suppose, not helpful for me mentally.
Much of my despair is over losing the job. It's a temp job I've held since March. I need to get ready for the worst outcome just to be safe so I'll be able to deal with it if it happens. I feel like a failure enough with many aspects of my life. Not sure how I could handle having to look for min wage high school kid work after wasting so much time on my silly degree.
Much of my despair is over losing the job. It's a temp job I've held since March. I need to get ready for the worst outcome just to be safe so I'll be able to deal with it if it happens. I feel like a failure enough with many aspects of my life. Not sure how I could handle having to look for min wage high school kid work after wasting so much time on my silly degree.