Random Rants #XXIV - The Angry Mob

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out of medications cant afford them they wont pay for them i wish someone would take away their carrots they just sit there munching them stupidly please dont take away my chocolate please please :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
 
I asked out a girl from my church yesterday, by email since she was not there in person. Since then I've been really anxious waiting for a response, and unable to concentrate as I keep feeling compelled to check my email. I was up till 4 am last night doing very little but checking email, listening to some of her favorite music, pacing, returning to check email again, ect.

During this time (and the hours I spent pondering and then writing the email before sending it) I really should have been used doing homework and making my resume presentable.

Now that I've started on the homework due 9:30 tomorrow morning, much of it does not make sense. Most of the conceptual problems are not covered in the book, although I think I can make reasonable guesses for most of it. The first problem was impossible as we needed 3 more variables. I just noticed an email telling us to use a chart in the textbook for those variables, but those values make the constant we were given impossible. (80/220 =/1.1)

I'm supposed to meet with my Senior Design group at 8 to work on the SOQ and put all our resumes in the same format. Mine is surprisingly empty and horrible organized right now.


Edit: She just now responded:
I read your entire email. I appreciate how heedful and serious-minded it was, so I want to be as direct and honest. I will be leaving Atlanta soon and my life is still in transition so it is not right for me to get into any dating relationship. I hope you understand that I do not see you more than a friend.

Also, I know being lonely can be overwhelming but don't be discouraged. Continue to value the friendships you do have, be open to new ones, and make your last semester in school meaningful. I sincerely wish you all the best
I can't blame her or be upset, but it is also hard to keep the tears from flowing.
 
Ughh... I think that food poisoning finally kicked in. I've been having diarrhea more frequently, and starting today, I have an in-and-out nausea. I can weather it, and it's not as bad as that last episode food poisoning - which was horrible - but still. Ugh.

Edit: yeah. I just vomited up a bunch of crap for the first time in years. Oh man... sweet relief.

...still a rant cuz I'm afraid to eat now.
 
Hey I'd prefer diarrhea to the extremely annoying headaches I've been getting frequently the past week. They're not bad but any headache is of extreme annoyance to me.
 
I asked out a girl from my church yesterday, by email since she was not there in person. Since then I've been really anxious waiting for a responce, and unable to concentrate as I keep feeling compelled to check for a response. I was up till 4am last night doing very little but checking email, listening to come of her favorite music, pacing, returning to check email again, ect.

During this time (and the hours I spent pondering and then writing the email before sending it) I really should have been used doing homework and making my resume presentable.

Now that I've started on the homework due 9:30 tomorrow morning, much of it does not make sense. Most of the conceptual problems are not covered in the book, although I think I can make reasonable guesses for most of it. The first problem was impossible as we needed 3 more variables. I just noticed an email telling us to use a chart in the textbook for those variables, but those values make the constant we were given impossible. (80/220 =/1.1)

I'm supposed to meet with my Senior Design group at 8 to work on the SOQ and put all our resumes in the same format. Mine is surprisingly empty and horrible organized right now.


Edit: She just now responded:I can't blame her or be upset, but it is also hard to keep the tears from flowing.

My condolences. :(
 
APUSH outlines. Woohoo.
 
I'm just plain feeling down right now. :(
 
You're lucky, I have to go tomorrow. :mad:
 
I go a day later then the most people in my town because tomorrow is freshman only day for he highschool so 10th and up don't go, but all grades below have school, ao I get the whole day with out my younger sister tomorrow. Yay:)
 
Im not ready for collegde
 
School starts today, I have to leave in about 5 minutes. Yay.
 
Again that rising feeling in my throat....I dont know what to do. I guess I'll try a combination of drugs to get me through this oxygen deprived classrooms.
 
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