Give me some quotes when, because I can't for the life of me find it/them.
If you were so certain Buddha was innocent, why not just use your ability? If a power that stops a townie from being lynched is a good thing, why did you only offer to use it once you were in the lead? It doesn't work both ways - If you thought Buddha was townie, you just would have used your ability to save him period. After all, your words, 'a power that stops a townie from being lynched is well-used.' Only after were you in the lead did you bring it up and suggest to use it for him. What were you trying to do, save it for someone who looked more townie? How do you determine that?
Basically it boils down to this. You claim you tried to save Buddha pre-ability claim. I can't find anything other than you accusing him and putting him further in the lead. You offered to use your ability on him should he be in the lead, but you only did that once you were in the lead. Your timing of everything looks more self-preservation that anything, way more so than trying to save Buddha as you claim. Lastly, the mafia won't attack you contrary to what others are thinking. Why would they? 1) I'm not the only one that still has suspicion on you - you don't night kill potential lynch fodder. 2) You burned your ability and if you're townie, you're 99.9% vanilla at this point. They'd go after more juicy targets, like masons and players with abilities that screw with their night kills.
If self-preservation was my only goal, all I had to do was
not speak when buddha was in the lead. That was all I would have had to do. The attempts may have been clumsy, but by doing/saying anything at all I prove my claim that my goal was to find a new lynch target.
Also, I never accused him. This was what I said:
Unvote Vote: Buddhafish. Town seems certain. I dunno, kinda liked my previous plan, but whatevs. Steal my thunder, I don't care. I never wanted the job anyway.
But I'm totally town, for anyone who is still voting for me.
Where I voted for him, and said I dunno, and then RP'd.
Then I said
"Have to agree with you. I'm town, and I have no real reason to suspect buddha is mafia (or town). Don't know what happened to today's lynch." At which point I'm not in the lead and don't have to say anything to live.
"unless you really read into him posting, quite a few times, after he says he is done posting, like zack apparently does. Dunno. Everything after that was a buddha bandwagon."
And finally
"You're asking me what makes me think I'm better? I know I'm town 100% Doesn't get more certain than that. So yes, I'll vote for someone else to save me.
But I brought it up to lower the votes on me and buddha, so I'm willing to put my vote elsewhere too."
So.. that's where. And of course, I did change my vote. And then I proved what power I had when I was forced to save myself.
I stupidly didn't move my vote first, thinking I would tag on to wherever the moved to from buddha. I would have voted along with the people who changed votes. I probably should have started the vote changing in rerospect, but I didn't have any great suspicions. Just suspicions that the two top contenders for lynch were town, which I tried to circumvent, and any random lynch > town lynch or (in my opinion) most-likely-town lynch (which has proven to be almost certainly town).