Thanks. I left him a message and I expect him to call me back next weekend. I've been having some pretty extreme anxiety over my housing and job situation. I came to the verge of tears a couple of separate times last week; it's really getting to me not knowing if I got the job, knowing that I have to move but not knowing where, and feeling like I may have shot myself in the foot by turning down a job a couple weeks back. I don't want to get into the nitty-gritty details, but I couldn't have afforded to live off the job offered without making some serious cuts, and I didn't want to accept it and then end up getting the job that I really did want which I'm still waiting to hear back from. But I may not get that job, and I could have made the cuts necessary to afford the other offer and getting back to work would have been much preferable to continued unemployment. I was just trying to make the best decision based on what I knew at the time - especially since the company that offered the job would not let me sit on the offer any longer than I did (which was a full calendar week). I had to make the call and I made it, but I don't know if it was the right call - and I won't know until this other company gives me an answer.
I was able to book a mover without having a final destination lined up, which helped ease some of the pressure I'm under. And I think I sort of hit rock bottom with my anxiety last week and while I can't say I'm happy, I've more or less made peace with the possibility I'm about to get the worst possible outcome from this whole situation and am trying not to stew on it much more and just march forward as best I can. Regardless of whether or not this company offers me a job, I have to pick an apartment by next weekend at the absolute latest. Where that is depends on whether I get the job and I really hope they don't leave me hanging for another week because then I might have already signed a lease in the wrong area should they end up giving me the job.
Thank you for the well-wishes, it means a lot to me. I'll be fine in the end, I just have to get through this.