Part the First
RM 799 – Harrit meets the world. The world is unimpressed
After collecting his wayward scrolls, Harrit scampered out of the door after his new charge, pursued by the Declarant's witticisms. The street outside the Merefic wayhouse was mercifully clear, and he just caught a glimpse of a white-clad figure disappearing around the corner. Harrit took off after her. He was not, it must be said, a particularly athletic young man; his sprinting gait displayed all the grace and coordination of a newborn giraffe. Despite its appearance, however, it was undeniably effective at covering ground, and Harrit caught up to Elisa before she'd gone another block. He grabbed her by the shoulder and pulled her around to a halt; then, realizing what he'd done, he wrenched his hand away as though it had been burnt, averted his eyes, and tried very hard and not with complete success to suppress the urge to run in the opposite direction. A bit of background digression in the service of characterization may be called for now. I suspect it scarcely needs to be said that Harrit was not very good with girls at the best of times, regarding them as a strange and foreign species, dangerous when provoked, unpredictable even when in a good mood, and best left alone in their particular environment; not unlike a hippopotamus, in most ways. He had once unwisely made this comparison within earshot of the wayhouse's hired cook, a Sattoros woman with an impressive girth and an equally impressive ability to make everything taste like grey, and suffered several severe bruises from the woman's rolling pin before he was able to make good his escape. This experience had not, all things considered, improved Harrit's opinion of persons of the female persuasion, and one of the things he liked best about being the Declarant's private secretary was that it allowed him to avoid them almost entirely. This particular girl was supposed to be even more changeable and flighty than the rest of the breed, and Harrit had no experience that would indicate otherwise.
“Hello. You're Harrit, aren't you?” The girl's voice was rather kind and friendly, and lacking that tone of affronted dignity that Harrit had been dreading. It was sufficiently encouraging that he looked up from his shoes into the smiling face of Elisa, and managed a small nod. “I thought so. I've seen you a few times, but I don't think we've been introduced. I'm Elisa” And she bounded forward – Harrit having unconsciously retreated half a dozen paces after his interruption – and gave Harrit a quick hug. Harrit was shocked and embarrassed in equal measure – it was, of course, a perfectly respectable way for Merefics to greet each other, but Harrit preferred to avoid it even with his friends in the Order, let alone strange pseudo-initiates he'd never met before – but Elisa hadn't left him any choice but to endure the brief Ordeal as stoically as he could. After what seemed like an eternity to Harrit, but barely a second to anyone else, Elisa broke away, not at all put out by Harrit's sudden attack of paralysis. “What do you need?”
Harrit took a moment to recover himself, and then another moment to realize that he hadn't thought of an excuse. 'The Declarant told me to stop you from doing anything stupid' seemed like one of those things that might bring out the rolling-pin, and no brilliant lie or evasion seemed to be springing obligingly to mind. He opened his mouth in the hopes that his brain would catch up later. “I...er...well the Declarant said – that is I thought I might follow...not that I was following, but...um...” he trailed off miserably.
Elisa didn't seem to even notice his discomfiture. She thought for a moment, then said brightly, “Uncle Tarasos sent you to look after me, didn't he?” Harrit nodded enthusiastically. “Oh, he's so sweet -” Harrit's eyes bulged a little at that - “but he really worries too much. I'll be fine.”
Harrit's brain was working again now. “But don't, uh, Aitahs have companions, or something? I remember hearing stories about Tauras when I was little, and the Seshweay talk about the Hundred.”
Elisa's eyes lit up at that. “Of course, you're right! Oh, how stupid of me, and of course Uncle Tarasos would see it at once. You shall be my first companion.” She paused for a moment, then continued, a little uncertainty and hesitation entering her voice for the first time, “That is, if you want to. I wouldn't want you to have to follow me because Uncle ordered it. I don't think that would count, somehow. “
Harrit briefly considered agreeing and taking this seemingly heaven-sent way out, but after a moment's consideration decided the Declarant probably wouldn't approve of 'she sent me away' as an excuse. So instead Harrit had to deny the completely true implication that he was only there because he'd been ordered to be. “No, no, not at all, Elis- uh, Lady. Taras-The Declarant just suggested it, but I want to follow you. No, someone has to, the world's full of evil men, and...uh...well, heretical Cultists, or such...” Harrit trailed off, as he realized that this much, at least, was true, and that he was perhaps the least qualified person in the world to deal with them.
Elisa brightened once more at that. “Marvellous! In fact, I know what...” She drew herself up, assumed a stately pose, and said in stentorian tones, “Harrit, I hereby name you my Flamebearer, and first of my companions.” She looked for a moment quite majestic, white clothes dazzling in the bright noon sunlight, but the effect was quickly spoiled when she burst into laughter and hugged Harrit again. “Didn't I sound ridiculous?” she managed to gasp out between explosions of laughter. She recovered herself after some time spent leaning on Harrit, and added “Oh, and don't call me Lady, please. I prefer my name; I don't want there to be some sort of distance between us. Or between me and the people.” Then she turned and started walking off briskly down the street. “Come on,” she called over her shoulder. “Let's go save some people.”
*****
That first afternoon wasn't a particularly fruitful as far as Elisa was concerned, though it was certainly stressful enough for Harrit. They didn't find any converts, nor any people who particularly wanted saving. They did find a number of surly Sadorishi in no mood for nonsense; when Elisa cheerfully announced herself to them, Harrit in desperation physically pushed her aside, and explained as quickly as he could, tripping over the words, that his sister was regrettably and incurably insane, and that he was taking her for her weekly stroll. That bit of quick thinking avoided what had looked like an inevitable savage beating, but earned him the intense opprobrium of his charge. Elisa had refused to speak to him for an hour after that, and ignored all his attempts to steer them back towards the wayhouse. The uncomfortable silence was only broken when Elisa discovered a baby bird on the edge of the street, and in her excitement completely forgot that she was angry with Harrit. Nothing would do but that Harrit cooed and sighed over the chick appropriately. After a few minutes of this Elisa's excitement turned just as suddenly to distress, and she insisted upon climbing the building to replace the bird in its nest. Harrit didn't see a nest, and wasn't going to be climbing any buildings even if he did, but Elisa, as usual, ignored him, scrambled up the two story building, and then returned two minutes later, her face alight with the afterglow of a good deed done well. It was getting late, the streets were almost empty, and Elisa at last agreed that there were probably no more people who wanted to hear her message, and if there were it would be good for them to wait til morning anyway, and so they at last returned to the wayhouse.
It had been a day full of new and unpleasant experiences for Harrit, and he was very much looking forward to a night in his bed, uncomfortable though it might have been. The day was, however, not yet over, and fate and the Declarant had one more surprise in store for Harrit: when he arrived at his cell, he found it already occupied by someone he didn't recognize. Harrit was too tired for his usual caution, so he shook the interloper awake and demanded to know why he was in his bed. All he received in return was a string of curse-words that are decidedly not supposed to be said by Merefics, in the midst of which he managed to discern a request to 'read the note and f#ck off,' before the stranger rolled back over and, judging by the rather enthusiastic snoring, went straight back to sleep. Harrit looked around and saw a note pinned to the door. He removed it, with some difficulty - whoever had attached it had possessed considerably more strength than poor Harrit – and took it to a nearby lamp, where he read it and groaned.
I did say all times, it read. It wasn't signed, but of course it didn't need to be; no one was more qualified than Harrit to recognize the Declarant's handwriting. So, with a heavy heart and heavier limbs, Harrit made for Elisa's cell. There was a second cot waiting in the cell, and the girl was expecting him.
“Oh, there you are,” she said brightly, showing hardly any fatigue at all. “Uncle said you're to sleep in my room now. I suppose it's fitting, Flamebearer close to keep an eye on Aitah. I hope you don't mind.” She looked so honestly concerned at that last question that Harrit's furious condemnations of his sleeping quarters, the Declarant's orders, and Elisa's moods, died on his lips, and instead he mumbled out an assent and made straight for the smaller, newer cot. He laid down, closed his eyes, ignored the sounds of Elisa changing behind him, and resolved to pretend he was entirely by himself. And in the morning, Harrit thought, he'd go and have a good serious talk with 'Uncle' Declarant, and insist on his old room back, if nothing else.
*****
He didn't get the chance. Elisa was awake with the dawn, and that meant Harrit was also dragged, very much against his will, back into the realm of the conscious. “Come on, get up, busy day!” Harrit groaned, and sleepily rolled out of bed, landing with a crash on an unsympathetic floor. He struggled to his feet, and saw Elisa in the door, silhouetted against the rising sun. She looked for a moment very terrible indeed, but the moment didn't last before she was scampering off, a receding cry of “Follow me” coming through the door. Five minutes later Elisa's head reappeared in the door; Harrit, still half asleep, had not followed, and exactly where she had left him, still staring east, as if possessed by some exalted vision – a vision of three more hours of sleep and a half-decent breakfast, to be specific. But Elisa wasn't taking no for answer, and he allowed himself to be herded out the door, down the stairs, and out of the wayhouse before he knew what had happened.
“Come on,” she repeated, and set off down the road. Harrit followed, and after some time they arrived at their apparent destination, a large, ornate, three story building on the rich side of town. It was still early, and there was little traffic in the street, but every now and then a well-dressed but somewhat disheveled figure would emerge from the building and saunter off somewhere, a distinct spring evident in their step. The mists were slowly receding from Harrit's brain, and it only took him a few seconds to realize where they were. When he did, he goggled and grabbed Elisa's arm as she set out for the door. “You can't go in there,” he gasped out.
Elisa cocked her head quizzically. “Why on earth not?”
“Well, it's a...um...well it's not really the place for an Aitah,” Harrit was blushing and becoming ever more uncomfortable. “It's a...a...a low place. A house of ill-repute.”
Elisa stared at him. “You know you can just say it's a brothel?” Harrit started visibly and his blush reached the tips of his ears. Elisa laughed softly. “I'm not an idiot, Harrit. I know what this; I've been here often enough. But it's an Alonite brothel, and I thought last night that it would be a good place to go, what with them knowing quite a lot about Aitahs. So stop being silly and come on.” And she grabbed Harrit by the arm and dragged him into the brothel, with him spluttering incoherent protests the entire way.
The inside was sumptuously furnished, the walls covered in Sesh tapestries and the room filled with intricately carved sofas covered in comfortable looking cushions. It was clearly a prosperous place; the denizens of the den, men and women both, even wore silk as they strolled about, an incredibly expensive luxury so far from Acca. Not very much silk, of course, Harrit noticed, his eyes bulging from their sockets. It was still early enough that some of last night's patrons were hanging around, but, fortunately for the delicate sensibilities of our man Harrit, only a couple of pairs of people were at that time occupying the sofas. Well, one pair and then a quartet, but never mind the distinction. Harrit positioned himself as close to the door as he could while remaining within earshot of Elisa, and resolutely stared into space, contemplating the infinite mysteries of the universe and trying very hard to ignore the goings-on around him. Elisa, meanwhile, paid the goings-on no mind at all, as though she'd seen them a hundred times before – as, of course, she had – and strode purposefully to the bar at the side of the room, where an expansive woman wearing a small shipload of red linen was cleaning glasses. “Hello Demira,” she said, cheerfully as always. “Poet!” came a chorus from the room, and Harrit jumped; he had thought them too otherwise occupied to notice. But clearly this was something of a ritual or running joke, because Demira – who must be a Poet, he supposed – was smiling right back at Elisa.
“Hello girl,” Demira boomed – her voice was just as large as the rest of her. “Have you finally decided to leave those stuffy Merefics and join an Order that knows how to live?” Elisa shook her head, and Demira laughed, a strangely high and clear laugh for such a large woman. “One of these days I'll convince you. So, why are you here at this late hour?”
“Well, it's not that I've decided to leave the Merefics, exactly, but I do think things have changed a bit. You see, I'm Aitah.”
Demira took this admirably in stride. “Good for you, girl! Always knew you'd amount to something. So, come here because we're the only people who'll say the name in more than a whisper, in this Sadorishi infested hell-hole?”
“That's exactly it, Demy. Uncle Tarasos is clever and all, but this is a bit outside his area, as he told me, and you're the only other one I can think of who might know what I ought to do.”
“Hmm,” Demira rumbled, and looked over Elisa's shoulder. “And who's this, then?” she asked, pointing at Harrit.
“Oh, that's Harrit,” Elisa said proudly. “He's my Flamebearer.”
Demira emitted another high-pitched peal of laughter. “Doesn't look like much of a Flamebearer,” she said in a stage whisper. “Doesn't look like much of an anythingbearer. Isn't he the Declarant's weedy little secretary? Ah, doesn't matter.” She refocused her eyes on Elisa, and a close observer would have noted that her gaze seemed unusually perceptive. “So, you want to know what you ought to do? Well, first thing you ought to do is be careful; I'd hate to see your pretty little head end up on a spike. I suppose the Declarant completely forgot to suggest that?” Elisa nodded, and Demira made a disgusted sound. “Bah, Merefics. Never quite in the same world as the rest of us, even the really clever ones like Tarasos. The second thing you ought to do is make it damned clear to that boy over there that the Flame he's bearing shouldn't burn anything – though looking at him I doubt that'd be an issue.” Elisa was listening attentively. “Now, the thing about Aitahs is-”
Harrit missed the rest of the conversation. He was distracted. One of the brothel's inhabitants, a dark-skinned woman from somewhere in the far south, had emerged from a side room and sidled up to him. She was wearing more than most of the others he could see, but that wasn't saying much. “Hello, handsome,” she said, her voice rather deep and growly. “Here for some fun?”
“No, here with a friend,” Harrit replied, trying to be as short and unfriendly as he could. The woman was undeterred.
“Oh, well, she can join in too. We don't discriminate here.” She smiled a devilish smile. “And we do like Merefics. First time's on the house.” She reached out to touch his cheek and Harrit jolted away as though scalded. “Oh, I see,” she said, assuming a pose of exaggerated contemplation. “Not your type, eh? Randel!” At that a man, this one pale and fair and clearly with at least some Ethiri blood, pulled away from the bar and approached the unfortunate Harrit. “This one doesn't like me,” the woman pouted.
“Ooh, well maybe I can take care of him.” The man, presumably Randel, took a step back and gave a Harrit a long, comically lascivious once-over. “Yes I know just what to do with you.” He stepped closer to Harrit, who was on the brinc of panic. “What do you say, big guy?”
Harrit was just about to scream and bolt for the door when divine intervention rescued him.“Oh, stop teasing him.” Elisa, apparently done with her conversation, materialized at the man's side, and Harrit had never been more glad to see anyone in his entire life. “You can't make him any redder without turning him into a tomato.”
“Ah, spoilsport,” they complained, but they left Harrit alone, whispering to each other as they went, and occasionally looking back at Harrit and bursting into laughter.
“Come on, Harrit. Demy knew what to do. Let's go,” and Elisa pulled him towards the door.
Strangely Elisa stopped in the doorway, and turned to face Harrit. Harrit obligingly stopped, but when thirty seconds had passed and Elisa had neither moved nor spoken, his desire to get the hell out overcame his politesse, and he went to brush past her, but she moved sideways to block him. He repeated the attempt on the other side of the door, and Elisa repeated her blocking maneuver. Harrit could feel his need to get outside becoming desperate, and he considered for a moment taking a running start and simply bowling her over. It didn't seem like behaviour befitting a Flamebearer, so instead he said, “Um, Elisa, excuse me. You're in the way.”
Elisa drew herself up, put on her imposing voice and stern expression again, and intoned, “Impossible!” Harrit started to interject that yes it was possible, as she was currently occupying the physical space necessary for successful traversal of the door vis-a-vis entry or exit, but she cut him off and continued. “I AM the Way.”
And then her stern mask dissolved into an uncontrollable fit of laughter, and she leaned on the doorframe to keep from collapsing. Harrit watched in bemusement, and chalked another one up to the unknowable intricacies of the feminine mind. After some time, Elisa managed to compose herself. “You're not laughing,” she observed, sounding profoundly disappointed. “I thought of that last night too. Don't you think it was funny?” Harrit nodded slowly and uncertainly. “Oh, you're hardly any more fun than Uncle,” and she flounced outside.
Outside she caught Harrit's arm and pulled him around to face her, and she was suddenly very serious. “Harrit, why are you uncomfortable with what they do in there?”
“Well, I suppose it's just not...well, not entirely seemly, I suppose. I suppose I sort of think they ought to be doing better things? Or maybe...” He trailed off under Elisa's gaze. He hadn't noticed before – he'd been avoiding eye contact as best he could – but her eyes were really quite extraordinary: large and very blue and just at that moment seeming to peer straight through him and into the deep recesses of his mind. She sighed, managing somehow to put an enormous amount of disappointment and sorrow into it, and despite himself Harrit felt badly for letting her down, even if he wasn't sure what exactly he'd done.
“This city's full of Sadorishi, you know,” she said, her voice seeming to come from very far away. “Towers and barracks and armories, and all of it good for nothing but killing people. Somehow that doesn't make you uncomfortable, though, does it? Being around people who carve out other people's intestines is fine, but a prostitute is too dirty. People go there,” she gestured to the brothel, “to feel loved, you know. Maybe just for a minute or an hour, but they still know love. That's what they do, and it's just what we're supposed to do, us Merefics, only done in a slightly different way. It's more good than any Sadorisk has ever done. The world would be a much nicer place if there were fewer soldiers and more prostitutes.”
Harrit shivered for a moment under the intensity of her gaze, but then she broke away and in seconds was her usual merry self, leaving Harrit both slightly in shock, and amazed by her ability to go from puerile jokes to dead serious theology and back again in less time than it took a Moti savanna weasel to kill a rabbit.
*****
Well, things seemed to be getting a bit serious there for a moment, so it's a good thing that Elisa shortly spotted a blind beggar on the side of the road. You could tell he was blind, because he had a sign helpfully explaining his situation: blind, homeless, gay, new in town, please help. Beggars were a relatively uncommon sight in Hurena – though this was typically because the Sadorishi scooped them up and put them to work – and Elisa thought that this was her first real chance to do some proper Aitahing. She relayed that idea to Harrit, and then, as usual, ignored his objection and approached the unfortunate beggar. He was holding a bowl, and seemingly had enjoyed a fairly profitable run, because it was nearly full of coins. Elisa knelt next to him and watched him for a moment, sitting there stock-still with his sightless eyes fixed on some unknowable infinity.
“Is someone there?” the beggar asked, his voice raspy and cracked. “Please, I haven't hurt anyone, I just want some food.”
“Oh, you poor man,” Elisa exclaimed, her voice brimming with compassion. “I'm not a guardsman or anything. I want to help you.”
“Oh, thank you kindly miss. Everything helps, and the Light loves charity.” He shook the bowl slightly, and the coins made an encouraging clinking sound. Elisa, however, did not add to the pile, as the beggar had hoped, but instead stood up and huddled with Harrit for a minute.
“I think I should try to heal him, Harrit,” Elisa whispered “What do you think?”
Harrit agreed that healing was indeed a properly Aitahish thing to do, but tentatively ventured the opinion that blindness might be a bit ambitious for a first go, and wouldn't it be better to start out with something easier, like a cough or a headache. Elisa brushed those objections aside. “Oh, no, Harrit. If you don't strain yourself you'll never get better, that's what Uncle used to tell me. And besides, there's no one here with a cough, but there is someone here who's blind.” And with that she knelt in front of the beggar again, and peered at him intently.
“Uh, what are you doing?” the beggar asked, and a particularly keen and dispassionate observer might have noticed that his voice was somewhat less raspy and cracked than before.
“Hush,” Elisa chided him. She pondered a moment, then turned to Harrit and said “You don't know how this works, do you?” Sotto voce to the beggar, she added “Sorry, I'm a bit new at miracles.”
“Mirac-” the beggar started to say, but Elisa shushed him again.
“I don't know, Elisa,” Harrit said uncertainly. “You're the Aitah. I mean, in the stories it just sort of...happens. Look, if you could do it you'd know how to do it, but you don't, so you mustn't be able to, at least not yet, so we really ought to leave and go find something a bit more reasonable.” To his dismay he saw that Elisa had stopped listening, and to his further dismay he noted that a small crowd was slowly gathering in the street, hoping for a bit of free entertainment. He tried to pull Elisa away, but she shook him off and turned back to the beggar, leaving poor Harrit to turn back and try to disperse the curious bystanders. Of course, his claims that all was well and there was nothing to see here only increased their conviction that the crazy girl was about to do something worth watching, and so Harrit's efforts were rather counterproductive.
After another minute spent deep in thought – and as the beggar started shifting nervously on the ground – Elisa came to a decision. “I suppose I just have to sort of will it,” she said to herself. “Well, let's give it a try.” She grabbed the beggar's head with both hands, ignored his strangled cry of “what are you doing you crazy b#tch” as the delusional rantings of the severely afflicted, and tried to focus on the man's eyes. Nothing happened, so she tightened her grip and started slowly shaking the beggar's head from side to side, doing her best to focus her energy – or what she supposed must be her energy – through her hands and into his head. This motion became increasingly violent, and the beggar's protestations increasingly insistent, until finally she pushed the man backward at the same time that the beggar decided he'd had enough and tried to jerk free. Their combined efforts resulted in the man toppling over backwards and sending his bowl flying into the air. It seemed to hang there for a moment, spinning and sending coins in all directions, before coming crashing down towards the face of the now recumbent beggar...who reached out instinctively and grabbed it.
Elisa gave a little cry of delight, the crowd applauded – not a bad performance, after all – Harrit stared in disbelief, and the beggar simply said “Damn.”
“You're most welcome, you poor man,” Elisa said triumphantly. “There's no need to thank me, for this is just what I do.” The beggar had been showing no particular inclinations towards gratitude, but Elisa thought it only right to clear things up on that front immediately, lest he make an embarrassing scene. “Go now and work and love and live.” That sounded like the right sort of thing to say, she thought.
And with that she stood up and strode purposefully off down the road, Harrit trailing behind, in search of more unfortunates to help. The little crowd quickly dispersed, and nobody remained to watch the beggar gather his scattered coins, or to hear his muttered complaints. “Stupid Merefics, ruining a man's livelihood, have to do it all over now, busybody do-gooders,” the beggar send, his voice brimming with righteous outrage, and he spat a few unprintable curses after the retreating duo before picking up his bowl and his sign and slipping into an alley.