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I've been wondering why go on if it doesn't matter and I'm not enjoying it
Don't mind them, Donny. These men are nihilists. They're nothing to be afraid of.

Seriously, though, life doesn't need to have a point given to you. Tools like hammers are made with a purpose, but you are not a tool and can give yourself whatever purpose you like. I plan to have a good time, have experiences worth telling stories about, and hopefully have a net neutral or positive effect on the world.
 
I have three finals on the same day next week. Well, this should be fun...
 
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That's my typical drinking fare I wanted change things up because I was feeling atypically pissy.


I went with

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Because there wasn't Le Courvoisier and it reminded me of existentialism which I thought was appropriate. I lack a refined taste for Cognac but this stuff seemed pretty good and didn't kill my wallet.
 
Don't mind them, Donny. These men are nihilists. They're nothing to be afraid of.

Seriously, though, life doesn't need to have a point given to you. Tools like hammers are made with a purpose, but you are not a tool and can give yourself whatever purpose you like. I plan to have a good time, have experiences worth telling stories about, and hopefully have a net neutral or positive effect on the world.

But even in the existentialist meaning of that word, "meaning". I can't really see myself doing anything that will achieve anything meaningful.

A bit over 2 years ago I was struck by a sensation that I didn't have any, well, at least not many meaningful social interactions. I don't have many friends, and those I have I don't see very often.

For a time things looked up, but this last year, and especially this last semester, I think it has gone the absolute wrong way. I basically don't know any of my fellow students (except one I knew from before), and I never do anything with them (not even studying). My old friends from youth school I've seen a bit, but I've barely spoken to anyone from furthergoing scool (only like 3 people, one of which was through facebook once)

So so far in 2015 both my social life and "schoolwork" has declined dramatically

Also: 2 more exams next week
 
But even in the existentialist meaning of that word, "meaning". I can't really see myself doing anything that will achieve anything meaningful.

A bit over 2 years ago I was struck by a sensation that I didn't have any, well, at least not many meaningful social interactions. I don't have many friends, and those I have I don't see very often.

For a time things looked up, but this last year, and especially this last semester, I think it has gone the absolute wrong way. I basically don't know any of my fellow students (except one I knew from before), and I never do anything with them (not even studying). My old friends from youth school I've seen a bit, but I've barely spoken to anyone from furthergoing scool (only like 3 people, one of which was through facebook once)

So so far in 2015 both my social life and "scoolwork" has declined dramatically

Also: 2 more exams next week

I know it is easier said then done, but enjoy being yourself. The same used to be true of me. Then I became more comfortable with myself and realized I actually enjoyed being inside my own head for long periods of time. I didn't really gain any more friends but I was happy with myself and I liked being me so I didn't feel the lack. And then I did get some social interactions.
 
But even in the existentialist meaning of that word, "meaning". I can't really see myself doing anything that will achieve anything meaningful.

A bit over 2 years ago I was struck by a sensation that I didn't have any, well, at least not many meaningful social interactions. I don't have many friends, and those I have I don't see very often.

For a time things looked up, but this last year, and especially this last semester, I think it has gone the absolute wrong way. I basically don't know any of my fellow students (except one I knew from before), and I never do anything with them (not even studying). My old friends from youth school I've seen a bit, but I've barely spoken to anyone from furthergoing scool (only like 3 people, one of which was through facebook once)

So so far in 2015 both my social life and "scoolwork" has declined dramatically

Also: 2 more exams next week
Join the Dark Side.

When you do, you'll find light at the end of the tunnel.
 
Online roulette found I did.

Lets try to make some money for my house buying plan I thought.

Instead I lost £2000. I. Want. To. Die.
 
Statistically you are going to lose in roulette.
 
I hope that was electronic money and not real cash, otherwise the DWP is going to be wanting some really good answers about what you're doing with Government money.
 
Does online roulette also feature a host of random penises or is that just the chat variety?
 
I just took three subject SAT's this morning. I want to curl up in a corner and forget it ever happened now.

Which ones? I took the Math Level 2, slightly comforted by the fact that last year a 43/50 meant you would get an 800, though still disappointed with how that one went.
 
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