How can I earn it back? Is it possible for me to be forgiven? I want to make amends with and each and everyone of you that I've offended. I am not a bad person. I just want to be better. This a part of me trying to make myself better because I've learned just how bad I really can be. I'm a bigot, I'm full of hatred, I'ma no good prick. I wish I knew what to do but I don't. I am sorry but I don't know how to make you trist me again. I'm not evil. I'm just angry.