The Drunk and After the Party thread and stuff.. 1

Im f-ed up. Went to some bar w a cute friend who i once airbnbed w. Bars r dumb and ciggerate smokers r disgustijg but thrn i saw an x coworkier delivering a pizza next door so I went over there to say hi and then I saw this hot chick I once delivered Pizza to, who I also saw in the park a few times walking her dog, cute dog too. Anyway I was chatting up her and her friend and her friend was talking about how maybe she could help me get a job helping people collect Social Security Disability who are super messed up, way too messed up to actually get Social Security Disability even though they deserve Social Security disability. Anyway then the friend of my original friend, the Airbnb lady, comes in and he's all tripping and then the cute girl on chatting up is like aww, I'll talk you through it. And then I'm like WTH but whatever I give them some space and time to talk and end up talking to this drunk guy who flips houses and I told him to text me so he could tell me how to make lots of money. Anyway then I go out and Alison girl is all gone. WTH.

So then I go back to the other bar and there's nice live music and I'm texting my friend David he's like my best friend and he wants my validation for some business thing he did so I give it to him then we talked about going to Panama and Latin America because screw American girls. If you're a decent looking white guy & want to feel special just goto Latin America. A half decent dude in Latin America is like a hot chick here in the States. Very good for your self-esteem, I mean in the long run that **** is up to you but a little boost now & then can keep your head above water.

Thank goodness for voice to text man, who could write all this stuff, technology is really pretty cool. I can see why people get drunk, this is kind of fun although it's really stupid to do everyday and I feel bad for people who are genetically predisposed to get addicted to this.

Also, having a scooter is really nice because when you were really messed up you can just walk it home and you don't have to drive it and risk killing people and yourself

I came home and my cat sat in my lap and I still meditated for 10 minutes for the second day in a row so I'm trying to be grateful for that and that I have a roof over my head aunt water to drink and all that good stuff.

This **** is so stupid, I'm going to be tired tomorrow and sleep till noon and still be hungover even if I drink a ton of water. The drug laws are so stupid, tripping is so much better, I guess alcohol is pretty social though oh well.

I sent Allison's friend a dumb text about good luck on her move, she's moving to a new apartment, and I want to hold her face in my hands and make her feel special. That's not going to happen, probably, but Hope Springs Eternal rate? Anyway, better to have tried and lost than not tried and lost. There is infinite chances to screw up as long as you don't screw up too bad and go to jail or get dead. This is weird, I've been on this form for 17 years, what am I doing with my life,. Hope you guys are good. It's summer. Summer is nice in Florida it's kind of not so nice and harder to get a job cuz it's the offseason you know what I mean? I should go now I still can't sleep, I should probably drink a bunch of more water and pee more. Im gonna to cuddle with my cat, see you guys
 
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why can't i read Hegel?....

No one can read Hegel. I believe not even Hegel could read Hegel, and he wrote all his work in a kind of trance like in the movie Old School when Will Ferrell blacks out while giving the perfect debate answer.
 
I don't get why people like Camels, they taste like dirt.
Edit: this was in relation to a meme a few pages back
 
This **** is so stupid, I'm going to be tired tomorrow and sleep till noon and still be hungover even if I drink a ton of water.
Nope. Up since 8am. Another irritating thing about alcohol, you can't get a good night's sleep afterwards.
 
Well, it's one of those now-once-or-twice-a-year nights where I drink more than I should for the experience, with the knowledge that I have essentially all day tomorrow free. Or put another way, see how well I hold up now compared to when I was 20. I think the inspiration tonight was a friend talking about how much he dreaded a wedding he's obligated to go to tomorrow, and how his plan to cope with it is to pack hard liquor in his water bottle instead of the more commonplace H2O. Yup, it's a dry wedding, and I'm really looking forward to hearing the after-action report on it.

There's also the element of this being the most obligation-free weekend I've had since last year, at least when I wasn't ill. This probably would have been five weeks ago, had I not fallen ill and had no desire other than to rest up on that weekend - which I did have the good sense to do. The beverage of choice tonight is a local beer which aspires to emulate a mimosa. I can still tell it's a beer - it's not as successful as Founder's Mas Agave, which emulates a margarita quite well - but the drinkability factor is high.

For some reason, I feel optimistic that the resilience of my youth will come through, and I'll be just fine tomorrow morning. My brain tells me that is unlikely, but if I'm feeling well now, that's still possible, isn't it? But even if not, earlier tonight I bought some bread that was, "Custom made for great-tasting French Toast", which assures my brain that the morning will work out well regardless.
 
I think doing drugs has actually made me a healthier party person by now. Hear me out: In the past I often got drunk on parties. I always - with the rare exception for when I had female company - got drunk when hitting the club. When I discovered alternative party drugs, I discovered going to the club while being quite sober most of the time. Things were pushed, heightened, there may be a phase of ecstasy, but overall, I was far more in control than when drunk. And these days I only rarely do get drunk.
And then, doing party drugs, I came to a point, where I kinda got tired of them. And I started to be even more sober. So in the end, drugs helped me to get off drugs. hahaha Because alcohol is different. It creates more .. need than other party drugs.
 
I think doing drugs has actually made me a healthier party person by now. Hear me out: In the past I often got drunk on parties. I always - with the rare exception for when I had female company - got drunk when hitting the club. When I discovered alternative party drugs, I discovered going to the club while being quite sober most of the time. Things were pushed, heightened, there may be a phase of ecstasy, but overall, I was far more in control than when drunk. And these days I only rarely do get drunk.
And then, doing party drugs, I came to a point, where I kinda got tired of them. And I started to be even more sober. So in the end, drugs helped me to get off drugs. hahaha Because alcohol is different. It creates more .. need than other party drugs.
Alcohol is the gateway drug for most people. It's also the most harmful.

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Alcohol is the gateway drug for most people. It's also the most harmful.

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incredibly weird to see Ecstasy this low, I thought it was easily one of the most dangerous drugs since so many stupid people often mix it with other stuff.. Also suprised to see Cannabis that high and apparently with some Mortality? What would that even be, someone having an allergic reaction and choking or what?

also nice to see that both acid and shrooms have practically no "red bar", the old stereotype of the burnt out psychonaut going crazy was bullcrap all along anyway. people who do too much acid end up vegetables, not as sex offenders.
 
Rate of Use
 
people who do too much acid end up vegetables
Never met these rumored people, but I have known many who have done much more acid than this alleged threshhold and are living their lives fully.
 
Never met these rumored people, but I have known many who have done much more acid than this alleged threshhold and are living their lives fully.

I know a couple of people whose heavy drug use (not restricted to psychedelics) ended up aggravating mental illness issues and burned them out really badly before they hit 30.
 
What else?
 
They may have been a little weirdeccentric to begin with, but a classmate gradeschool through highschool had parents that just seemed sort of... fried. My dad, who grew up with them said they fried out in the 60s. So it might not have been LSD, but my guess would be LSD. They weren't drinkers. They didn't ever smell like pot. The father got more normal with the decades, the mom hasn't really. They aren't offensive or negative and they clearly love their children, but it didn't seem to do their kids a lot of favors. Really hard to hold conversations with, interesting to try tho!
 
Lotta candyflipping, occasional coke, some blues and obv the old alcohol-weed standby - that I know about, there might be more stuff I don't know about.
 
Lotta candyflipping, occasional coke, some blues and obv the old alcohol-weed standby - that I know about, there might be more stuff I don't know about.
What are blues?

I think all drugs need to be used in service of higher ends, even if the experience itself is to experience/appreciate beauty. If you're slipping away and drugs are a temporary reprieve, drugs aren't going to help.
 
tried some sake yesterday and tbh I couldn't tell the difference between it and wine :/
 
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