"Probably"? PROBABLY?! Of course I think you're a monster, you sick SOB. Have you no human dignity? Of course not, considering you planned the execution of an entire family and the rape of a fourteen year old girl. You make me sick. You're not worth the title of human being. You are scum. You don't deserve to live.
Sadly, relieving you of the shame and indignity i hope you feel, and the pain the other prisoners will heap on you will be giving you the easy way out, so I hope you to God you rot to death in prison, knowing that noone loves you.