Nobody's ever been willing to hire me, so my resume is pretty unimpressive, even with some volunteer work on there. And because I've never had a job, and am basically unable to drive, it's very unlikely that anyone will want to hire me between now and spring. Which prevents me from getting the job experience I need to get a job. As far as I'm concerned, a "vacation" is just more dead time on my crappy resume to scare off employers. I was considering grad school, but I realized that I have no idea how that would benefit me, what I would do involving foreign language there, or even where to begin looking for the answers to these questions.