There's me, but I haven't posted in the Ask a Red thread.
Random Rants XLIX - IT CHAFES MY ARSE!!!
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There's me, but I haven't posted in the Ask a Red thread.
People treat me like garbage
Why? Because they suck.
No, that's not true. It's because I don't matter.
I'm a bad person. Not even a person. Garbage. Not even garbage. Nothing. I'm less than nothing.
So people rightfully treat me as garbage, and I hate them for it, but I shouldn't, therefore I'm even worse than garbage.
What are you to expect good things for yourself when all you've done is bad.
You're nothing, no one, and you're going to continue to be nothing and no one.
Give up oh wait you can't because you're too much of a coward to do even that
So rot, rot away. That's your name. Rot.
Why? Because they suck.
No, that's not true. It's because I don't matter.
I'm a bad person. Not even a person. Garbage. Not even garbage. Nothing. I'm less than nothing.
So people rightfully treat me as garbage, and I hate them for it, but I shouldn't, therefore I'm even worse than garbage.
What are you to expect good things for yourself when all you've done is bad.
You're nothing, no one, and you're going to continue to be nothing and no one.
Give up oh wait you can't because you're too much of a coward to do even that
So rot, rot away. That's your name. Rot.
hobbsyoyo
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I only have this very small window into your world through your contributions here. Even so, the picture you present of yourself is that you are a very good person. You are well respected and liked and I for one am pained that you are in a bad way. Just remember though that it will pass, you will meet new people and when you do they will see you for the remarkable person you are. Don't feel tied to the present and the past my friend, there is a whole world of positive interactions for you to create. I used the word create quite deliberately; because without you the world will be a sadder, less fufilled place. You alone have the power to create that bright future for yourself and for others through your deeds and words. So stick around, I would hate for the world to get a bit dimmer in your absence.
JohannaK
Heroically Clueless
Shut up, I want to say. Shut up shut up shut up, you damned liar. Its painful to read its painful as hell. Because its a damned lie. You are the single most wonderful guy I ever met online. And surely I've met quite a few wonderful people on the Internet.
They treat you like garbage because that's what they would want you to be, a mindless, soulless minion submitted to their will, because you may not be like them, they don't want you to be, because you are so nice and great and maybe they don't know, and they see just a number under this prejudiced profile, and they don't even care, so why would they treat tou better than that when they don't care, or all they care is for you to be not you but like they want you to be.
I love you pi chai, I care. Sure as hell I do. So quit the whining and cheer up, dismiss those garbagemen, those people who don't even like you or don't even care.
Do it and stick by those who do. Do it. If not for you, for them, so they don't have to suffer seeing you go through these ordeals. Just, you know, do it.
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_random_
Jewel Runner
My roommates keep inviting guests and disturbing my introverted sensibilities. Also, this chick the guy in the bed next to me was hooking up with spent the night, which makes me more uncomfortable than it really ought to.
madviking
north american scum
welcome to cawlej
ReindeerThistle
Zimmerwald Left
I rented a house in college -- total privacy. Had two housemates and while we got along, we could keep to ourselves.
You all have my sympathies.
Sent via mobile.
madviking
north american scum
i had to live in a dorm first year. that wasn't fun at all.
but now i live off campus.
but now i live off campus.
_random_
Jewel Runner
You're required to live on campus for two years here. It's really not too awful, but I'll definitely seek different roommates next time. Well, probably just one roommate really.
madviking
north american scum
but how long have you been at school? like a few days? have fun bro 
Well, _random_, it could be worse.
@tailless: Stop moaning like that. If you keep telling yourself that you're bad, horrible, etc. you'll sooner or alter believe it yourself, even though it's not true. Snap out of it.
@tailless: Stop moaning like that. If you keep telling yourself that you're bad, horrible, etc. you'll sooner or alter believe it yourself, even though it's not true. Snap out of it.
JohannaK
Heroically Clueless
I hate it when outstanding guys go all emo and selfloathing. Cause I'm so mediocre, then I go a bit selfloathing myself cause they are better than me and all, tho I'm not usually vocal about it.
Everyone is mediocre in a great many ways, Joan. As the Buddha said, feeling anger towards someone is like taking poison and expecting the other person to be hurt. In this case, it's like taking poison and expecting your mood to improve.
SouthernKing
crickety cricket
I've found that putting on some upbeat music, closing your eyes, and forgetting the world exists for a few minutes/hours helps when you feel better. You then re-enter the world a few hours later feeling a bit better about yourself, if only temporarily. Although that might be just me.
madviking
north american scum
nah, i did that on the bus to classes. i'd pop on the same album every bus ride to class and zone out for 10-15 minutes until my bus to my stop. i'd feel better by the end and it got to the point where i classically conditioned myself.
Puck Nutty
Prince
Bought a tablet on eBay. It started off in New Hampshire Tuesday and is now in Kentucky.
Toronto is not anywhere near Kentucky, UPS. Stop using Apple Maps, fer Pete's sake.
Toronto is not anywhere near Kentucky, UPS. Stop using Apple Maps, fer Pete's sake.
It could be worse--my brother told me his first year, he was sleeping in the top bunk when his drunk roommate barged in with a girl and they started going at it on the bottom bunk.
Yeah, this was me last year. Except my roommate was nice enough to just not bring people over a lot of the time.
This year its like that as well, but since I have my own room I can just close the door and not interact with all the strange people my roommates bring over.
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