Is it so wrong to want to spend my own money?
I don't think anyone has said otherwise.
I don't understand why this makes me a bad person. I don't fear socialism, I just think it's stupid.
Yes, freedom and equality are horrible things.
I work my ass off at work, and in my off time I want to spend that money, not give it to some crackhead who can live in a house better than me off of goverment money (and yes this does happen in my city under section 8 rules).
There are millions of people who benefit from welfare who are not homeless or Section 8 drug-addicted leeches, they are just plain poor.
Why is a crackhead deserving of federal money but not me? Socialism is unfair, that's why I dislike it.
On the contrary, you misunderstand. See, what you have a problem with, what you are arguing against, is not socialism, but welfare capitalism. It is not a socialist concept, but a liberal one. And liberals are most certainly not socialists.
In a socialist society, you would make more money than you do now, because the profits of your company would be more evenly split amongst the workers. So, as you say, everyone gets the money they earn with their backs, instead of having most of it withheld by their employer. Who likes to work for the benefit of someone else, you say? Well supporters of capitalism do, apparently, since so much of the wealth they create by their work goes to their employer instead of back to them again.
In a socialist society, there would be no need for welfare programs like those you despise, because everyone who was willing to work, could, and on equal terms with all other employees, and by doing so, would have all the tools they needed to survive. Every one who puts into the pot takes out of it, so there is neither time nor room for parasites, whether they are bourgeois or proletarian. You see, these welfare programs exist because if the government did not subsidize the poor, then they would have sufficient cause to become angry and perhaps be a threat to their power, as angry, starving poor people have a nasty habit of ritually disembodying their masters' heads. So with these transfer payments, they are kept calm enough, and by side effect, given easy ammunition by which to then demonize the poor to people like you, who are presented with a case of disgusting parasitism, sapping your hard-earned dollars. What isn't mentioned is that this is precisely what the
rich do and are doing, with far greater consequence to society. So if you find parasitism disgusting, then you are forming a dangerous argument against capitalism.
This is going to sound callous. But screw the poor people. They are poor because they choose to do so. I was poor growing up, but you know what? I chose not to be poor after I turned 18. And I did things to prevent that. I am middle class now all thanks to capitalism. So you can take your socialism and shove it up you know where.
Nothing like kicking the ladder out from under you.