As cynical and jaded of political chicanery and disinformation as it may sound, very close to that. I feel media overexposure and a highly sensationalist, post-reason, and sharply and irrationally polarized U.S. voter base is what's portraying Trump out to be so much worse and more diabolical - an Antichrist complex seems to be attached to him, as well as words like Fascist thrown around like paper airplanes in a detention room for students who were goofing on school time - than past Presidents of the past 60 years. But, in truth, they're all more or less as bad, except for maybe Carter - not perfectly equal, but as far as it matters - and I don't see Biden as being a true improvement.
I have a deep mistrust of our political system, and have for years. I'm not going to argue that
any administration in the last several decades has been a morally pure administration, a morally consistent administration, or even just a mostly moral administration. Frankly, I don't think it is
possible to have a moral administration at this point, because so much of American power and influence is predicated an inherently immoral acts that have been consistently reinforced and continued since the inception of our country.
But unless you (the generic "you") are going to completely check out of the democratic process a choice must be made. And not voting is not taking a moral stand, it is surrendering your moral choice to the hands of others. We have what we have, and it is up to us to try and make the best of it and improve it.
Ever since I became old enough to vote, I have consistently voted 3rd party, because I am convinced that only by breaking the 2-party system do we have any chance of true governmental reform. But I didn't vote 3rd party this time, because I strongly, strongly believe that Trump vs Biden is not a morally equivalent choice.
There are a host of ways to measure an administration, and unless you cherry pick a few of them none of them are going to come up all positive for any president. If you measure by one demographic, a certain president might be enormously beneficial, while if you look at another demographic, he was cruelly discriminatory.
When I look at all the different measures of the Trump administration, I see only two (overlapping) groups of people who have benefited: the rich, and the Trumps themselves. Life has become worse for everyone else since Trump took office. Hundreds of thousands of "everyone else" have died since Trump took office. All those conflicts and interventions we've gotten our hands dirty in over the decades have continued - Trump hasn't stopped them. But he has crippled their impact, which means
what was it all for? Originally the overall goal for all of these was to maintain American hegemony over and against Russia and China - two countries who are arguably worse than America (if you are choosing hegemons) in so many ways - and he has just wasted all the blood on our collective hands, and added so much more through cruelty, ineptitude, pettiness, and worse. This makes me
angry, because we live in a world where bad things are done all the time, but they are (ostensibly) done in the name of preventing even worse things, and now those even worse things are coming to pass so what was it all for. Geopolitics is an inherently morally bankrupt game, but at least most of the rest of the world could depend on us to do our part in maintaining stability, being a bulwark against even bloodier political forces, and spreading aid throughout the world. Trump chucked all that out of the window, so again,
what was it all for.
Biden is no savior. I don't even believe he's a particularly good man. I think he's made a lot of bad votes and compromises and taken harmful stances during his career. He's not going to turn Washington around and turn it into a moral paragon. But he will be someone the rest of the world can depend on, because he's a continuation of what came before. And he won't plunder the country for his own gain and those of his rich friends. And he might even restore some objectively good policies that Trump reversed so that the country could be plundered more easily.
So yeah, Biden is better than Trump. Trump is catastrophic. Get him out of office, and then hopefully we can get back to trying to dismantle the 2-party system.
Sorry for the rant, not sure how coherent it is.