SS-18 ICBM
Oscillator
Have to dole out money for textbooks. Again...

Have to dole out money for textbooks. Again...
Crazy chain of coincidences. SIX events happened over the course of 7 days... and if ANY of those hadn't happened, or had simply happened at a different freaking time, everything would be alright now. I can't believe it. Ten wasted days!! Ten damned wasted days!! And yesterday I had the chance to make it all good, and I unknowingly passed it up! If only I would have taken a damn taxi and went out to the center of my city at 2 AM, like someone asked me to, it would have been all good now. Unbelievable. My mere presence would have fixed it all. And I almost did it! It just made more sense at the time not to do it, I couldn't have possibly known what it would lead to... I have myself to blame for the first event... and the fact that I could have done something to prevent the last one from happening (although I had absolutely no way of knowing) makes it all so terribly worse! Six unrelated events that caused all this...... I am so disappointed about so many things and so many people.
That's nothing I once slept from 6 pm till 6 pm. Yeah thats right.

once I slept 12AM-3PM, yeah 39 hours! course that was after 50 hour civathon

My heart is breaking. And I'm torn. It's hard to want both.
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My heart is breaking. And I'm torn. It's hard to want both.


