Hazard of talking with a guy who still loves the good stuff about the life his grandfather built, who was born and raised to steam power and animal powered agriculture. Still not in total love with industrial capitalism. Doesn't mean other things don't seem like they manage to suck more.
I just don’t get why people who saw the abuses of capitalism like forced re-education by coercion, forced migration by military, thought it was acceptable to “start over” by doing the same thing more suddenly and violently. I’m looking at you, 20th century state communists.
What I want out of life at this point, sure it’s helped by Keynesian democratic socialists because that’s just good policy but it’s not helped by state communists.
Like what I want out of life requires I personally kick ass and no system against letting you see what you can make of life with your environment and the people in it is free enough for me. It won’t all be equal, and movements towards equality I will vote for, allow taxes for and spending for. Like Nicaragua isn’t wheel chair accessible and it’s bad, but it’s because a lot of people just built something out of nothing because that’s what they could do and it’s super cool.
I believe in that freedom extended. Yeah it gets really spicy, high risk, as technology increases but we’re all people listening to each other more and more, operating in some concert. Like right now with 8 billion people on the internet there’s hundreds of thousands of tourists in this country (it was 1.5 million before the current crisis) and it is all pretty chill. But 150 years ago it was like filibusters taking this place over. You’re free to try, indeed the current guy basically did, but most of us want love and peace for each other. And most of us want glory as well, to varying degrees. I feel glory every time I have a conversation only in Spanish. And I feel glory when I can share kisses with someone say after a few nights of knowing them or ten weeks of trying, all the same (but different). Felt glory when I negotiated a boat ride to another beach and back.
A lot of people were told no by someone and decided it’s their job to pass on the “no” but it’s not your job, definitely not mine, and I’m certainly not about to be ashamed when someone who doesn’t understand what a blessing this all is tells me I’m some form of bad for not being negative enough.
But I used to, and it really hurt my quality of life and in turn the quality of life for those around me.
I want a lot out of life, and I hope we cross some more paths.