framing atheism as a "religion" makes the word "religion" less meaningful
yeah, u r right. atheism is too broad and diverse to be classified as a religion.
it's like human has three ethnics: "north californian, south californian, and others"
atheism should be represented as a family of beliefs, consisting of religious ones and non-religious ones.
so this is what i meant: saying atheism as a "religion" is overestimating the power of the word "religion" and underestimating the other one - atheism.
i do not believe that, for any sense of the word "strong". i also do not believe i'm the "strongest atheist" in any sense of the word. there are some uses of "strong" where i wish it were true though.
It's just a definition of strong atheism.
Strong Atheism vs. Weak Atheism (learnreligions.com)
i think i can't understand strong & weak <insert something> too. like strongly connected graph, why they use the word "strong", there are many choices of words.
i'm not convinced this is your real probability estimate
ofc it's not my exact probability estimate, i think its not even close. its just my word that i still believe "god might exists" with a small chance. probability given the information i received for my whole life.
to truly estimate it, would take a great effort tho. like need to sample out the people around me ... too tired to do such things.
but the pros of "i believe something i write" is that i just write some arbitrary number, and believe that its true. it doesn't hurt anyway.
if this is your probability estimate for things you generally don't to expect actually exist, why privilege what you more or less admit is one fantasy element per your probability estimates vs another?
to prepare my mind if it happens to be true. if god is proved to be existed, then i will adapt to the change.
i can't cling to my model of the world and self-blind my eyes from the truth.
the main reason still, my recent reasoning process leads to my belief of "if god has unlimited power, god must be a criminal against humanity", i believe if god exists, god must be reasonable, must have his own reason to create the world. and believing if god exists, this limited world should be the best world god ever could create for all sentiences inside it. the other way of thinking probably makes humans feel like worthless asf, so i not gonna buy it. it pushes me further to the side of nontheism. regardless how far it push me to non-theism, the possibility of god existence is still there. i have many decades to develop my religious belief so, yeah. my current trend of developing religious beliefs is to moralize my actions and motivate my mind.
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btw, religion is a human invention that boosts our motivation and faith in some aspects.
someone like me would just take beliefs that are most beneficial to me in a specific time.
so i think that my atheist belief advancing through time. it will get more complexity in the future, ig?
i believe my belief of "believing in future generations" is common among everyone on Earth.
proof is existence of people who accept higher energy price to reduce fossil fuel usage for next generation's future.
if people not believing in future generations, they should have just burnt everything for their lovely luxury consumerist life.
the difference is that i actually worship them, that i believe god whatever exists or not, will not save me but they can.
(at least my hypothetical next generation(if i am successful in getting a wife(if not i gonna adopt orphans anyway

)) will have to teach his dad how to use high tech devices

, saving me from tech blindness)