Chukchi Husky
Lone Wolf
2013 is just another wasted year for me. It just seems like things are only going to get worse, and that there's nothing I can do about it.
I had an appointment at the hospital back in June. My eyesight is getting worse, but not yet bad enough for surgery.
Anything I try to make myself better just fails. It's not the lack of time but space. Trying to draw again doesn't work. Trying to read more I did think about learning an instrument but there's still the problem of no space. The only thing that I tried that seemed to work was write. Even then I somehow can only do it about half an hour a day (I find it hard to stare at small text on a screen), and everything I write is just terrible.
I did manage to complete a few games, some I should have probably done years ago.
I think I wasted far too much time playing Skyrim.
Almost everyone else around me is getting on with their lives. Another one of my younger sisters is moving out (that is three now), and she had a baby. The first sister to move out had a baby a month before she did.
The one who isn't planning on doing anything is my younger brother, who is the one everyone wants to move out. I have to share the smallest room in the house with him. All he does is play Call of Duty or FIFA on the Xbox, listen to urban chart music loudly so everyone can hear, go out drinking and coming home in the early hours of the morning, and gambling. He did admit to having a gambling problem, as I was asked to look for the closest Gambler's Anonymous meetings. He also has a problem with stealing any money he can find, including breaking into my mum's safe, and then afterwards asking if anyone has any money for a bus ticket repeatedly.
I guess the saddest thing that happened this year was that my dad's dog died. I think it affected my dog the most, as he doesn't like being left alone.
There's probably a lot that I'm missing.
I had an appointment at the hospital back in June. My eyesight is getting worse, but not yet bad enough for surgery.
Anything I try to make myself better just fails. It's not the lack of time but space. Trying to draw again doesn't work. Trying to read more I did think about learning an instrument but there's still the problem of no space. The only thing that I tried that seemed to work was write. Even then I somehow can only do it about half an hour a day (I find it hard to stare at small text on a screen), and everything I write is just terrible.
I did manage to complete a few games, some I should have probably done years ago.
Spoiler :
Fallout, Just Cause 2, Dragon Age: Origins, Batman: Arkham City, Trine 2, The Lord of the Rings: The Battle for Middle-earth II, Pokémon White 2, Sonic Generations, Age of Empires III and expansions, Master of Magic, Costume Quest Lego Batman 2, Tropico, Torchlight, Flight of the Amazon Queen, Machinarium, Inherit the Earth, The Legend of Zelda: Oracle of Ages, Simon the Sorcerer 1 and 2, The Bard's Tale.
I think I wasted far too much time playing Skyrim.
Almost everyone else around me is getting on with their lives. Another one of my younger sisters is moving out (that is three now), and she had a baby. The first sister to move out had a baby a month before she did.
The one who isn't planning on doing anything is my younger brother, who is the one everyone wants to move out. I have to share the smallest room in the house with him. All he does is play Call of Duty or FIFA on the Xbox, listen to urban chart music loudly so everyone can hear, go out drinking and coming home in the early hours of the morning, and gambling. He did admit to having a gambling problem, as I was asked to look for the closest Gambler's Anonymous meetings. He also has a problem with stealing any money he can find, including breaking into my mum's safe, and then afterwards asking if anyone has any money for a bus ticket repeatedly.
I guess the saddest thing that happened this year was that my dad's dog died. I think it affected my dog the most, as he doesn't like being left alone.
There's probably a lot that I'm missing.