"It was the best of times it was the worst of times". I've never read that novel but I know that line and it applies right now.
I am currently taking two different classes in two styles of martial arts (Krav Maga and Taekwondo) and it is making me feel genuinely better about myself. I am also impressing my friends and family by showing them the self-defense techniques I am learning. I am about to be advanced to the next level, in both of those classes.
I have also been learning Farsi (my father's native tongue) just as one more thing to make myself more interesting. I plan on moving out in November. I am currently working on an apple certification program and I am making a little money by helping people with their computer problems.
The exercise has made me in good shape. I have been playing video games here and there (mostly just Blizzard games other than World of Warcraft) and I stream them to twitch. I'd be interested in learning to sing and dance as well. I mean, dance in a choreographed fashion. For personal reasons, I want to learn to dance like they did in late 90's/early 2000's pop videos ('NSYNC, Brittney Spears etc). Learning to break dance would also be cool. Classes for the fall semester start on August 21st and I will be finished with my Bachelor's degree by spring of next year. My classes are all online (even though it is not an online university). This is possible because a) I've already taken some classes physically up there in the past. 2) I am lucky that in my major specifically (Computer Information Systems) the remaining classes are all online. Not having to physically attend the campus is great, because it's roughly 90 miles from where I live.
I've been meaning to work on
the manuscript to my novel (currently in messy first rough draft stage) but I've been busy with all these other things. Not entirely bad though, being busy gives you a sense of purpose.
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All of this being said, I have had some psychological disturbances. Mainly a) am I really a good person and b) my lack of meeting women/experience with them.
The few women who've gotten to know me say I'm a sweet guy with a good soul and I would never take advantage of anyone. I don't know how "good" I am exactly, but I don't naturally have bad thoughts of trying to hurt other people.
I'm simply going to have to get out the house more.