Synobun
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Secondary rant, though related to the above: I started streaming on Twitch earlier this year and it was a principle of mine that it would never take away from other things in my life. It would fit into the spaces left over, if there were any, and nothing more. I quickly gained over a hundred followers and reached affiliate after only a week, and then proceeded to stop. Several reasons, really. Pressure, mostly. I had gotten attention from large figures in the community, and this also led to getting attention from ordinary people anywhere I went in that niche. As an isolating recluse, nightmare fuel.
But I might need to start again soon, and to treat it like a job. My editing business has evaporated this year, in an exceptionally odd kind of death. The first half of the year was marked with clients who all collectively decided paying was optional, robbing me of thousands of dollars' worth of work. And then the second half has been marked with simple silence, and scaling back in my two "day" jobs. No replies to any outreach or referrals either. It's been dire. The Twitch stuff... is not something I really want to rely on. But I have to admit that there's potential there for a relatively reliable income stream, based on early performance and the fact that months later I'm still being asked in every chatroom when I'm streaming again. Being a streamer with a capital S is not appealing. I don't have the temperament, and the energy costs of it are high enough that if I do focus on it, it'll prevent me from doing other things.
Yet "other things" aren't happening anyway, and I need to earn money. So... my hand might be forced.
But I might need to start again soon, and to treat it like a job. My editing business has evaporated this year, in an exceptionally odd kind of death. The first half of the year was marked with clients who all collectively decided paying was optional, robbing me of thousands of dollars' worth of work. And then the second half has been marked with simple silence, and scaling back in my two "day" jobs. No replies to any outreach or referrals either. It's been dire. The Twitch stuff... is not something I really want to rely on. But I have to admit that there's potential there for a relatively reliable income stream, based on early performance and the fact that months later I'm still being asked in every chatroom when I'm streaming again. Being a streamer with a capital S is not appealing. I don't have the temperament, and the energy costs of it are high enough that if I do focus on it, it'll prevent me from doing other things.
Yet "other things" aren't happening anyway, and I need to earn money. So... my hand might be forced.