Random Rants LIII: F My Life

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I have lab B to myself. That's supposed to be good, but I only feel loneliness. I don't know why I suddenly need real-life human contact. Am I turning into an extrovert?
 
Maybe that's just normal ^^?
I know that feeling. In the meantime I also get pretty annoyed if I don't get to talk to someone on a day.
Which reminds me that I haven't talked to any friend yet today, it's before 8 in the evening, and I have totally nothing to fill this evening. *grmpf*

Contact her? You could use mail to look her up on FB if I am not mistaken.

Don't have FB.
The friend from whom I got the email said I shouldn't directly say that I'm really interested, but then...yeah...what.
 
I have lab B to myself. That's supposed to be good, but I only feel loneliness. I don't know why I suddenly need real-life human contact. Am I turning into an extrovert?

Unfortunately humans are social animals. You can get around this by meditating and talking to yourself though.
 
Transmission bushings have failed and I don't have reverse as a functional gear in my car. I have to Fred Flinstone my car out of parking spaces. And then get it fixed. Bleh.
 
That feel when you are told to wake up early to get into work early, arrive, and get informed that after filling out some paperwork your shift has been moved to the night. Woke up at 5AM? No prob, work until 2AM.

On the bright side, it means my first day of work will be the one that tests my physical limits the most. I hope it passes.

That feel when they cancel your shift entirely five minutes before you leave.

@Cheezy: Yep, the Bajoran religion is terrible. Luckily, it does get better later in the show when it's not as Vedek-Kai centred.
 
In saturday my friend come to my house to study together with me. I hold myself not to eat before he comes so we can have lunch together. 1-2 hour after after he arrived we start to eat (around 3 or 3.30, very late). My wife cook a very delicious foods for us to eat, and both me and my friend were so hungry, so we eat so much, and I think because I'm so hungry at that time I don't chew my food good, and swallow it too quick.

After I eat I having gradually horrible pain in my chest, I try to not feel it and I believe it will pass, but after days even until today the pain still not pass, it was decreasing but again increasing after I eat something.

I already vomit several times because of this, hoping this will reduce the pain in my chest and throat. And I also force myself to finish my paper in this condition. From now on, I will always chew my food slowly, this is the second time, but the longest however the first one is the most painful, and I really suffering because of this.
 
Being in love with someone who doesn't love you back is hard. That's all.
Indeed. The best thing to do is probably to ask them out, even though you know the answer's no, if only for closure. Then you can slowly move on.
 
It is difficult, but as Phrossack said it's better to just get it over with so to speak rather than keeping it inside.

Of course, that said, tkae my advice with a grain of salt. A major incident of my life was when I fell in love with my best friend towards the end of high school; asked her out to prom, got rejected so quickly I barely realized it. We managed to sort things out after a couple months of awkwardness, but I only realized later how lucky I was that she was pretty chill about the whole thing and was pretty sympathetic, compared to a lot of other friendships that end up falling apart (the infamous "friendzone" crap, which I don't entirely understand). Of course, a lot of people are more chill than we realize, so who knows.
 
Miracles are a one-time affair; there's only one 1994 that our dear country can sport out without straining it.

I mean, sure, the team was awesome. However, we didn't repeat this miracle, and in 2014 (ironically, 20 years later), we're not even in the World Cup.
Only when you are reunited with FYROMIA you can achieve your destiny. At that point, you shall elect a Khan instead of a president, and your horsemen shall rule the Balkans again.
Unfortunately humans are social animals. You can get around this by meditating and talking to yourself though.
I must make a serious post for once and issue a recommendation against talking to yourself as a remedy against loneliness.
 
Unless they reject you at that time, but leave the door open for the future. That really causes issues.

Yeah, I've been in that situation for a very long time, mainly because she's busy as hell and we rarely see each other.
 
Being in love with someone who doesn't love you back is hard. That's all.

Not to make this a competition or to imply you don't have a reason to feel crummy, but for someone in your position think of it this way:

Unrequited love is terrible, but what about if you had their love for a time and then lost it, but didn't lose them? You see them every day, you desire them every day, and you know that they once loved you like that too and now it's gone.

That's the worst result of this terrible situation, so it might be a good idea to see it from a more "optimistic" perspective? I don't know. I haven't figured it out myself.
 
Indeed. The best thing to do is probably to ask them out, even though you know the answer's no, if only for closure. Then you can slowly move on.

Worked for me, so I'd recommend that.
Moving on is better than standing still.

That feel when they cancel your shift entirely five minutes before you leave.

At what a messy place do you work o_O?


:hmm: I somehow doubt that this is related to the chewing.
 
I want a house.

Well, apartment, or something. Just somewhere I can live away from family.

Being in love with someone who doesn't love you back is hard. That's all.

That's the only type of love I've ever known :\

Unless they reject you at that time, but leave the door open for the future. That really causes issues.

Someone did that to me twice now. I'm not sure I want to approach a third time.
 
How can stuff change there that fast?
It's not so that you're rescheduling the busses every day.
I can understand this in other bussiness forms (e.g. restaurants, and a big group just cancelled), but not there o_O.

Someone did that to me twice now. I'm not sure I want to approach a third time.

You don't.
 
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