Abaddon
Deity
Bump now you know its me..
Welcome to the group of people who's parents have no idea how to "fix" you except by yelling at you and blaming everything on you in the hope that this will somehow solve things.Dear Parents
You know i have problems socially and reminding me of this sure as hell doesn't exacerbate the issue, neither does enquiring about my lack of interest in a partner. Forcing me into social situations doesn't help and i'll never be anxiety free.
I'm screwing up in school, failing at every class and i'm too busy on the computer playing WoW because not only am i a ******, but i'm also a weak willed autistic screw up of a son that can't even make decisions for himself without becoming anxious.
I'm a man child essentially, but i desperately want to be a normal, mature adult, but despite this i'll still be the immature boy when i turn 18 this year. I don't know what to do, this dilemma is agonising and is preventing me from having a normal life. I'm sorry that i can't relate, emphasise or even begin to understand what i've done to you.
It wasn't your fault mum, i only got diagnosed this year and because of dad's job we had to move frequently which caused me issues. You did the best you could.
Which is why hollidays suck in general. And why drinking is a necessity at this time.I'm lost.
I don't do these kinds of threads, but I realised today that I'm completely loat, and that I have nothing of any meaning.
It's only at the happiest, most social times of the year, do we truly realise how alone and pathetic we are.
<3 Cata
Which is why hollidays suck in general. And why drinking is a necessity at this time.
You can work where I am at. Wanna work in a plastic factory? It only requires you to stand near a plastic injection machine for about 12 hours a day while I go around making sure that you are staying there tending the machine and counting and inspecting the parts that you are producing.
We need more people. I am getting tired of managing people who only speak tagalog or white-trash dialect.
I once had that job (they were 8 hour shifts, but they were at night), the summer before my mission in fact. Boring as heck, but my coworkers were nice - maybe some of them were a bit white trash, but cool people - and they told me that the job was good for me, it would make sure I wanted to go back and do well in college.
Welcome to the group of people who's parents have no idea how to "fix" you except by yelling at you and blaming everything on you in the hope that this will somehow solve things.
What were you diagnosed with, asperger ?
Also lay off the WoW - heroin is outlawed, as WoW should be. But at least heroin has some positive effects.
Which is why hollidays suck in general. And why drinking is a necessity at this time.
Grimmy's been busy this year.I went home for Christmas and found out that my dog died last weekend.![]()
Dear Parents
You know i have problems socially and reminding me of this sure as hell doesn't exacerbate the issue, neither does enquiring about my lack of interest in a partner. Forcing me into social situations doesn't help and i'll never be anxiety free.
I'm screwing up in school, failing at every class and i'm too busy on the computer playing WoW because not only am i a ******, but i'm also a weak willed autistic screw up of a son that can't even make decisions for himself without becoming anxious.
I'm a man child essentially, but i desperately want to be a normal, mature adult, but despite this i'll still be the immature boy when i turn 18 this year. I don't know what to do, this dilemma is agonising and is preventing me from having a normal life. I'm sorry that i can't relate, emphasise or even begin to understand what i've done to you.
It wasn't your fault mum, i only got diagnosed this year and because of dad's job we had to move frequently which caused me issues. You did the best you could.
Moderator Action: Err . . . merged starguy's thread into Random Rants.