Rapture would destroy me, for I care way too much about my close ones to be a decent human being to everyone else, and I support unchristian things such as gay marriage, abortion, earthly pleasures all in all. Still, I'm an Abrahamist. Am I willingly condemning myself? Yes. What's the point when you're evil and evil seems to be the human good? When God judges me, I shall have him do to me whatever He wishes. I refuse to bend to His will if I decide something more beautiful or humane than His apparent word. Or perhaps the scriptures were wrong. I will not know until death.