You cannot have it both ways, Valka. You cannot start a fight in public, insult people in private and then demand that people take your insults and apologise to you for your insulting them. This is exactly what you did in the IALS forum as a moderator. You picked fights with several people and eventually made the place unbearable. Look at what you did to this thread: you turned it into a wasteland for over 48 hours. Nobody posts after your barrages. CFC has the larger userbase so it can deal with your destructive behaviour, but with a, smaller, nascent place like IALS you were one of the main factors that helped destroy it. Now please, as I've said before, for your own dignity, start acting like an adult. Stop pretending that any random post that doesn't even mention you is a personal, targetted attempt at character assassination. Stop behaving as if every post was personal slander and libel. Stop your one-person boycotts of iterations of serial threads started by people you have decided to unilaterally wage war on.
Grow up and stop wrecking the forums.